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Dear Diary,

I am so happy and thankful to God that finally after 2 months of waiting, my husband has started to work now. He tried to apply with other companies, but there is this one company where he applied, and which let him wait for some time before he can start to work. Working alone, while he is at home, taking care of our child and helping my mom of household chores is difficult. We had some trouble with our finances, and we were on a tight budget. He ended his work contract with previus company late march. I am happy because at least now that we will be both working, I will not worry on our finances anymore. He is a very responsible husband, and I’m happy for him, because I really felt that he was so bored doing nothing much at home. I can sense he was also worried and felt bad that I was the one working for the family. Our prayers are answered and at least now, we can start saving. This is a great blessing from God. He actually just received a call yesterday afternoon, and I was happy upon hearing the good news when I went back home. Yeah, getting a job here in the philippines is not that easy. But I know, God has a good reason for all of these. I know, he just prepared the best for my husband, so has been extra faithful to him. Sometimes, I even talked to him about it, I was nagging then. Yeah, I told him that he had more time for God, we argued a bit about it. I just can’t seem to understand why he spend more time on Godly things, like church, prayer meetings, and charity works like feeding the poor, while he spend so little time for improving our finances. The most important thing for Him, is to serve God. I cried in front of him, and told him I also need his time. Yeah, I was too dramatic. But, if I have something bad going on in my mind and heart, I can’t help but to explode. Was I jealous of God? No, I shouldn’t be. I talked to him about my concerns and he understood it well. He also assured me that everything that he is doing is for us, because he wants to have the FAVOR of God. He explained further and I somehow understood it at the end. Thank you Lord for being soo faithful to us, even if sometimes I have little time for you, as I’m so busy on improving my life and the life of my family. I hope you understand:) I am blessed and I’d like everyone to know about it.