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My mom loves to give me chikka and up to date news. Lately, she told me she had a conversation with our new neighbor and she was told that her daughter makes money by selling clothing apparels in the mini mall near where we live. She pays 500 pesos a day for the rent but she makes around 10,000 pesos a day which makes up for it. Hmmm, this made me think. And so, here comes the new ambition: to be a clothing/fashion seller. I would like to have my own stall at the mall and sell dresses, t-shirts, fashionable accessories, blouses, shorts and the like. I thought people are really into fashion nowadays and that would really be a good idea to sell those items. Hmmm, my creative juices are working again. This made me come up with another plan. To save money to have enough capital to start that business. She said that she had 100,000 as a starting capital which is continuously growing right now. The lady stopped working and is now minding her own business. Let’s see where this will lead me. Join me in my search for becoming free from the so called “rat race”. Keep in tune to more posts and updates about my life.

By the way, I already bought my own computer. Yehey. I still need to wait for some time to finalize it. We still have to buy the computer table, to install the software and lastly to install the internet which will take days I guess. Thank you for all your support. Indeed, dreams do come true. I am so excited and I can’t wait to focus and give more time to blogging.

If your one like me who’s looking out for opportunities to earn money, you will not hesitate selling even diet pills, herbal medicines or blemish acne cream.
Well, I am proud of those people who are trying their best to make a decent living and who knows how to make use of their resources. People who are practical are usually the ones who survive.

You might have noticed that I’m posting less and less of personal rants and thoughts here than normal, and most of my entries are informative and sponsored. Well, it’s because I have another site, where I posts my personal rants about life, work etc. I have My Online Diary . This is a site where you can really keep track of the latest happenings on my life. I write on it regularly, though not every day specially on my days off, because I have no pc at home. It is intended for personal use, so someday I can look back and reminisce what happened. Memories are treasures but I have a foggy one, and I’m not really good at remembering. I am very forgetful. You might want to check it out for yourselves, you can check it too. You can check for updates at the left side of this blog. I’m happy to be able to share my life with you.

Happy Weekend To All

Hi guys, its going to be my day off for the next 2 days. My day is every Sunday and Monday now. Tomorrow we will be going to church to praise God and give him glory. Right now, I am facing a problem, a BIG problem. I can’t tell you about it yet, as I don’t know what’s gonna be the outcome of this. I tried to make myself busy so I will stop thinking about it. I don’t wanna worry too much but I can’t help it. This, will affect my family: my daughter, husband, my mom and most of all my life. I don’t know what to do, if this turns out to be negative. I am leaving everything to God. Perhaps, I can share it to you, sometime. But not now, I’m going to leave it as a secret. Huhuhu! There are just some things that you cannot share. I hope we can get pass through this problem. I will just think always that everything happens for a reason. God, you let me go through the most impossible times in my life, and I don’t see a reason why you wouldn’t protect and save me as for now. I trust you God, and I am leaving everything to you. I know you are confused what I’m talking about. Anyway, I just want to greet all of you a happy day and I am happy to know that you are happy with your life. I read your blogs and visit you, because I love to read and peek through the lives of others, specially those who have very interesting lives. Some are in the midst of happiness, some are lonely and broken – but we are all sharing this life. We have to live and keep fighting, not only for ourselves but for those who we love and love us in return.

Dear Diary,

I am so happy and thankful to God that finally after 2 months of waiting, my husband has started to work now. He tried to apply with other companies, but there is this one company where he applied, and which let him wait for some time before he can start to work. Working alone, while he is at home, taking care of our child and helping my mom of household chores is difficult. We had some trouble with our finances, and we were on a tight budget. He ended his work contract with previus company late march. I am happy because at least now that we will be both working, I will not worry on our finances anymore. He is a very responsible husband, and I’m happy for him, because I really felt that he was so bored doing nothing much at home. I can sense he was also worried and felt bad that I was the one working for the family. Our prayers are answered and at least now, we can start saving. This is a great blessing from God. He actually just received a call yesterday afternoon, and I was happy upon hearing the good news when I went back home. Yeah, getting a job here in the philippines is not that easy. But I know, God has a good reason for all of these. I know, he just prepared the best for my husband, so has been extra faithful to him. Sometimes, I even talked to him about it, I was nagging then. Yeah, I told him that he had more time for God, we argued a bit about it. I just can’t seem to understand why he spend more time on Godly things, like church, prayer meetings, and charity works like feeding the poor, while he spend so little time for improving our finances. The most important thing for Him, is to serve God. I cried in front of him, and told him I also need his time. Yeah, I was too dramatic. But, if I have something bad going on in my mind and heart, I can’t help but to explode. Was I jealous of God? No, I shouldn’t be. I talked to him about my concerns and he understood it well. He also assured me that everything that he is doing is for us, because he wants to have the FAVOR of God. He explained further and I somehow understood it at the end. Thank you Lord for being soo faithful to us, even if sometimes I have little time for you, as I’m so busy on improving my life and the life of my family. I hope you understand:) I am blessed and I’d like everyone to know about it.