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Dear Diary,

I am so happy and thankful to God that finally after 2 months of waiting, my husband has started to work now. He tried to apply with other companies, but there is this one company where he applied, and which let him wait for some time before he can start to work. Working alone, while he is at home, taking care of our child and helping my mom of household chores is difficult. We had some trouble with our finances, and we were on a tight budget. He ended his work contract with previus company late march. I am happy because at least now that we will be both working, I will not worry on our finances anymore. He is a very responsible husband, and I’m happy for him, because I really felt that he was so bored doing nothing much at home. I can sense he was also worried and felt bad that I was the one working for the family. Our prayers are answered and at least now, we can start saving. This is a great blessing from God. He actually just received a call yesterday afternoon, and I was happy upon hearing the good news when I went back home. Yeah, getting a job here in the philippines is not that easy. But I know, God has a good reason for all of these. I know, he just prepared the best for my husband, so has been extra faithful to him. Sometimes, I even talked to him about it, I was nagging then. Yeah, I told him that he had more time for God, we argued a bit about it. I just can’t seem to understand why he spend more time on Godly things, like church, prayer meetings, and charity works like feeding the poor, while he spend so little time for improving our finances. The most important thing for Him, is to serve God. I cried in front of him, and told him I also need his time. Yeah, I was too dramatic. But, if I have something bad going on in my mind and heart, I can’t help but to explode. Was I jealous of God? No, I shouldn’t be. I talked to him about my concerns and he understood it well. He also assured me that everything that he is doing is for us, because he wants to have the FAVOR of God. He explained further and I somehow understood it at the end. Thank you Lord for being soo faithful to us, even if sometimes I have little time for you, as I’m so busy on improving my life and the life of my family. I hope you understand:) I am blessed and I’d like everyone to know about it.

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Hi guys, I will be on day off tomorrow and Monday. My day off has been changed to these days because I transferred from night shift to morning shift. I am happy because I can go to church now. Yepee… Thank you guys for all the comments and visits. I am happy that I am able to share myself through this blog. I know all of us aims for a happy life, and if you haven’t achieve it yet, don’t be sad, just keep on living and keep that smile in your face. There’s an end to every agony and sorrow, if you WILL to do so. Life is a choice, so remember, that whatever emotion or thought you harbor in your mind, is your own accountability. Like you, all I wanted is simply to be happy and to live a meaningful life. I know, life is not forever, and if its gonna end, I want to feel complete, and I don’t want to have regrets. I had lots of failures, disappointments and heartaches in life, but I treasure all of these experiences because it made my life richer and made me stronger as well. You might have noticed that I loved to post inspirational quotations, that’s because these quotes serve as a great motivating factor for me. Whenever I feel down or I feel like giving up to a challenge, I just look at my collection of quotes, and there, most of the time, it leads me to the right line which will brighten up my day and give me that idea, that there’s still hope. I know you too have your own struggles in life, and I’d like to commend you for a job well done, you have conquered them. As you see, I’m really an emotional person, I value important things and memories a lot. Blogging helps me a lot because it helps me record the important events in my life, as well as the things that are dear to me. Well, my daughter is one of the most important priority in my life, but as you can see, I haven’t featured her much. That’s because I don’t have photos of her, since I don’t have a camera. I am still saving money to buy one. Promise, I’ll feature her more, once I have it. I just don’t want to post without pictures. Pictures helps a lot in making a post more attractive or appealing. Well, anyway guys I love you all. Keep Blogging and keep living. Happy weekend.

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This tag came from Mommy Liz. I like tags like these. I love to share my life and the things about me to others. But, basically, I just love to answer questions like these.

1. What’s your favorite color?
= Pink, very girly? during the power rangers time, I really choose the girl who is in pink, i don’t remember the details about it, all I can remember is I’m the power ranger in pink, and my sister is the yellow. hehe

2. What’s your favorite quote?
= THE SHORTER WAY TO DO MANY THINGS IS TO DO ONLY ONE THING AT A TIME. Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

3. Favorite television show?
= Lobo starring Angel Locsin, Piolo Pascual

4. What part of the chicken is your favorite?
= leg

5. When you get a cold or flu are you touch or a big baby?
= haha, i’m a baby. because my mom was always like that, while i was growing up, she was so caring and thoughtful. so, i guessed I had been used to it somehow. haha

6. Are you more serious or a big dork?
= definitely more serious

7. Use one word to describe how you are feeling right now.
= very happy, because i got a page rank now, and aside from that my goal has been realized. guess what? i’m now an official payperpost, smorty and bloggersreview member. yehey! at last

8. Name your worst habit?
= not remembering names of people. hehe

9. Name a book that you could read over and over again
= Think and Grow Rich, Napoleon Hill

10 Are you a collector of anything?
= yes, before I used to collect tagalog pocketbooks, starstudio magazines. now, i collect letters from my husband and friends.

11. What’s one of your favorite blogs to read?
= I love reading Marriage and Beyond written by a mom and wife named Jennie.

12. Name one thing you are passionate about.
= Reading self-help and success books like Think and Grow Rich, Rich Dad Poor Dad, Become a Better You and a lot more. I am committed to improving myself every day even in a single way.

I am tagging abby, sexymom, gagay, imelda and ijal. hope to see you posting these guys, its so cool and fun, i’m sure you will enjoy it.

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All I can say is WOW! As you can see, this photo shows a moon over an ocean. Perfect right?
This is the Nauset Beach at Cape Cod. I hope I could be in this place some time. The blue background looks so serene and relaxing. Getting dramatic here, guys. Well, by the way I am happy today because finally for many months of being on a night shift, I have finally been transferred by my supervisor to morning shift. My shift will start at 7 am up to 4 pm. Whew, hopefully I will get back to shape, because everyone says I dropped a light of weight, and I’m so thin already. Well, it’s time to get fitter. Last Tuesday I had been absent accidentally. I went to work, and after an hour and a half of working, I felt dizzy and I vomit a lot. Even If I already drink hot water and put oil in my stomach, it never went away. I really had to go home, my husband fetch me. Good thing it was my day off the following 2 days, so I was able to fully recover. It was just gastroenteritis. I’m not PREGNANT, okay? Well, it’s my day off again. Starting today, my day off will be Sunday and Monday. Finally, I can get to church, which I failed to do because of work. Thank you Lord. To all my blogging friends out there, who never get tired of visiting my site, YOU ROCK! I am so greatful for having you guys. I enjoy blogging a lot, and I’m happy to be able to put in moderation. I don’t want to be a blogger addict. Have a great day to all of you.

I am very tired and busy right now. I never had the chance to do multiple posts for today. We had a lot of calls last night, nonstop calls from different customers all over America and Europe. Just about 3 minutes rest, and then a call comes in. And imagine, that’s for the entire period of 8 hours. Well, 9 hours for me, since I never took my break.

During my break, that was the time I checked on this blog, and check on other sites, specially for those who visited me, just paying back a visit. I also visited those in my blogroll. My list keeps on growing now, and I like that.

I was able to read blogs which are newly found, and I like the feeling that somehow, through blogs, specially the personal ones, I am able to get to know the soul of every person. At least, in the blogging world I can do that.

I love to write a lot, but I’m not patient with writing it down, since I write slow. With typing, no problem, I can type fast, and I don’t get tired easily. Well, this is my routine, being exposed on the computer screen for 8 hours or more. Duh? Not good right? I’m sure this has some kind of bad effect on my health, specially on my eyes.

I am so glad that I have found a new world, through blogging. I now have a release for my emotions. Well, yeah, thoughts keep on popping up on my mind, and I want to have a channel for it, blogging is the best part.

I have read some bloggers who became blogging addicts, and oh, I don’t wanna be like them, but I’m starting to show some symptoms for being an addict. Whew! This should stop. Blogging is healthy and has some benefits, but on the other hand, I know too that too much is not good.

When I go home to sleep during the day, I find it hard to sleep soundly, thoughts keep on popping up on my mind, buzzz. It prevents me from having a good rest. I keep on thinking on things that I can write about, things that I can share.

Well, I need to stop this. I don’t say stop as in total “stoppage to blogging”. But, what I mean is to stop from being addicted and also to give attention to other things.
Alright, I need to resolve and remind myself that I need to moderate blogging from now on. When I’m here, I can blog, but when I’m at home, I should focus on my life and my family affairs.

Mind? are you listening? I’m talking to you, okay? listen…you need to cooperate with me, okay? i’m your master, and no one else.

Alright….alright….

Well, anyway, thanks maya for your very nice comment and also for taking some time to pay me a visit. So nice of you, and for all those people who keep on supporting me. Till next time guys.

maya: Irish consider me as your avid reader,k. I like how your mind works.

I’m pretty busy right now, I’ll be starting out a new part time job, which has something to do with writing. It’s not blogging, I guess I’ve sort of give up already on trying to be accepted by payperpost and smorty as well as other blogging sites. Anyway, it’s okay. I’m not in a hurry. Well, I’m not really totally giving up on it, but I’ve decided I will take it slow. I am also starting out a new blog. Whew! I’m excited about it, I really am. I think it’s gonna be a good website. I’ve been thinking on it, and now I started it out, I’m happy. I’m not yet exposing it thought, I’m still planning to create more post and to do some changes on the template and something like that. But, don’t worry I’ll give you a heads up, once I’m ready to show it. Hopefully you will like it. I’m happy Filipinos are already into this blogging mania. I am proud of my “kababayans” despite all of the controversies our country is facing. Goodluck to all aspiring bloggers out there. Have a nice day to all of you. I’ll be away for some time, I will be on day off. I don’t have computer at home, I’ll see if I can go to a cafe or something. But, I’m thinking I want to spend my 2 days off, just totally resting. So, if I wouldn’t be able to do any updates and to check on your sites, I do apologize. I’ll be back as soon as I’m back to work. Love you all!

My shift already ended, and now I gotta go. During my shift, while there were no calls, all I did was to study and read, read, and read on any blogging topic. Anything that gives ideas or tips on how to improve stats. So, all in all, I’ve been staring in the computer for more or less 8 hours already. Even during my breaks, I still stayed here. I realized, blogging is really not that easy. There are a lot of things to consider. Success in blogging requires a lot of patience and persistence. Hopefully, I would stick through this, until I would be able to achieve my aim of getting to the top like the others. Well, nothing is impossible. Yesterday my site traffic was still 8,858,069, and right now it is 4,193,611. Yeah, something to celebrate. But, we’ll soon be getting there. You know what I mean.:)

I’m very sleepy tonight. I’m currently at work, and don’t really feel like writing. Oh! (yeah? and here you are writing?) Perhaps a little bit disappointed. I just realized that I totally misunderstood things. I thought that the higher your traffic rank is, the more people visit and patronize your site. But through Joy’s comment, I realized it’s vice versa. I made some searches, and I found out that the top sites are the ones with the lowest number, which for now is yahoo, currently at rank number 1. Whew! I celebrated something which shouldn’t be. But’ I’m happy for finding out something new. Everyday, I learn about blogging and I know that it’s just leading me closer to my dream. Perhaps, this would be a silent day for me. Not really posting anything here, but perhaps tomorrow, I’d be back. I’m just really sleepy. I think it’s the effect of the 9-vita supplement I started taking, just this morning. It’s for people who lack appetite, people who are undernourished and would like to gain weight. Yeah, I saw Ghia, one of my batchmates/coworkers, and she told me that I look thin now. Alright, well, it’s time to wake up. I gotta do something about my health. Not for vain or any other purposes, but for the sake of my family. So, I need to be more focused and to give importance on my health, specifically on my weight. I’m losing a lot of weight, and this is not good. Perhaps, it’s the night shift which is too stressful for me, or my lack of appetite, or my inconsistent food intake, or it could also be the pill I’m currently taking. I don’t really know. Well, I promise, from now, I’ll never take my health for granted.

It’s been few hours since I first found out that my traffic site is now very big. Imagine from 11, its now 8,858,069. Whew! This is like a roller coaster ride! Haha! So, shocking. I rebooted my pc, turned my browsers off then turned it back on, it’s still the same stats. I downloaded the widget for showing the current traffic rank, but its still the same. Well, okay, it already sinked in. I can now believe that its real, and not just a computer problem or a mistake of some sorts. Well, I’m happy about that, as contrary to what I said earlier that I’m not happy about it, because I thought my traffic update is not working properly, or someone might have hacked my system, and any other weird ideas and possibilities that came into my CREATIVE mind. There is another thing that made me happy, I just found out that my site is now cached in google. Whew! Congratulations to myself, I’m really happy. As a newbie in the blogging world, this is already a great achievement for me. Now, my next goal is to be accepted in payperpost, smorty or any other site that offers chances for being a paid blogger. I’d like to thank CARLOTA for her advice and suggestions, and also to JOY who was extremely helpful as well. Well, I gotta go for now. I need to go back home and be with my family and get some rest to be ready for the next shift.