I don’t know, but there’s something about this day that makes me sad. Initially, I made a conscious effort to be happy and just think of how my husband is as a father to my own child. But there’s something that makes me sad thinking about this day. Something I have tried to forget. I realized now, that thinking about how my father is as a father to me and my sister, is the thing that makes me sad. I feel sad, that I did not grow up with him. I feel sad, that on a critics evaluation, he wouldn’t pass to be a good father. But, thinking about the few times I was with him, and realizing that I missed him, makes me sad. If I could have change things, I would choose to keep my family of origin together. But, it wasn’t a choice dependent on me. I was a child then. It was my parent’s decision. Sad, but that’s life. And I have to move on. I just want to reminisce this day, and wish that he is doing fine, and that someday, I would get to see him again. I hope, by that time, he would be someone I could be proud of, and not be ashamed of.  I wanted to wish that he is more responsible so we could buy a house and a home insurance for us, and not just live with our grandmother (who was a sort of control fr**k) but I can’t change things and all I can do is to work hard for my family and be positive for our future.

Today, I’m back to work. I always make the same mistake of sleeping late and waking up really early for work. I tried to break this habit, and I really tried to sleep early. But I feel like, the day is just not enough for all the things I wanted to do. So, I end up forcing my eyes to keep awake even if I’m already sleepy, late at night. These are mostly offline tasks. Tasks which does not really involve the computer. I just love to work on things. I don’t know. I feel like I have a lot of passion for so many things. I think, its the same for all passionate people. They feel like, time is not enough for the day, and they still want to do more.

I remember Dolly Parton, the famous hollywood singer says she is so excited everyday when she wakes up, and the moment she hits the floor, she feels like running to work on her tasks or goals for the day. I so love this woman and her energy for living. No wonder she has risen from poverty to richness, using her voice. She is awesome.

There are so many things I am grateful for today. I am thanking God because yesterday when I inquired on my ATM since its salary day, I found out that there’s an additional 2,000 pesos. No, its not a wage increase or something. If you have followed my plurks, I have mentioned before that I lost 2,000 pesos when I withdrew last week and was charged twice. I only got 2,000 and was charged 4,000. Meaning, the money is back without me having to go to the bank and process a dispute. I am so grateful for Chinabank for checking out on this. It has been a week but I haven’t been able to report it yet, cause I can’t find my account number and I know that would be required, plus I was also so busy with other things. I am happy this thing that makes me worried is now lifted. Praise God.

I am now off to accomplishing one more goal for the week, which is to have tooth extraction. Actually, it will be extended until the following week. Whew! I will be applying for a leave and I’m hoping everything will be okay, I’m pretty scared.

We will be having our company outing this July 4-5. Every year our company holds family outing where we go to the beach. Whaaaaattt? Beach again?I am not planning to come, cause I need to rest more after my tooth extraction. The hubby is wanting to come and experience a great beach, but I refused and told him we will come instead by next year. This is hard to deny, as I am really a great beach lover. I really really do love beaches.

We will be going to a really expensive and private beach here in Cebu, and I am sad for missing out on this. I still have few days to decide whether we will come or not. I’m sure the hubby will surely enjoy if ever we will come. If ever we will be coming, we will be tugging along our little one for sure. I’m sure it will be fun just having the three of us, in the company outing. Whats’ great in our company outings is even if its a company outing, we are given a lot of time to be with our loved ones. It’s okay if you spend your time with your family. Each person will be with their family or loved ones but of couse there will be some company activities too like playing games. It’s really great. Let’s see if we will go or not. I’m sure there will be lots of really delicious foods. Hmmmm….

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

== > I so love this song so much. I like the tune and I love the lyrics more. I’ve never liked Miley’s song this much. Her songs are mostly for teens and kids and this time, this song is for everyone, even for adults. This is for all people who are struggling to achieve their dreams. It is inspiring, uplifting and can make you feel better in the midst of any difficulties.

Summary:

Put your hands together, ya’ll for the hottest teen pop sensation, Miley Stewart, a.k.a Hannah Montana. Watch for of your favorite episodes - including the rockin’ plot - from the smash-hit disney Channel original series.

Hannah Montana is living the rock star dream, with cool concerts, lots of limos and a huge closet full of the latest styles. And nobody knows that unerneath all the glitz n’ glamour she’s simply sweet Miley Stewart. Ya’ll wont believe the hilarious things she does to keep her celebrity secret while navigating the challenges of homework, cruses and being accepted into the local social scene. It all works out though, because this chick totally rocks!

Summary:

Clair (Maricel Soriano) is a compassionate woman who reunites orphaned children with their relatives. When her husband wanted to separate from her, Clair decides to take a time off and accepts a volunteer work in Samar. This is where she meets Angeli (Mike De La Cruz). A strange orphan who just lost her parents in an accident. Clair is then tasked to bring the kid to a tenementin Manila, where she will be welcomed by her aunt, who will adopt her.

On their way out of the province, Clair notices a lot of strange things that are happening around them. Angeli keeps saying that somebody will get her just before she reaches her 9th birthday. It is only when they reached the tenement that Clair finds out that a powerful force is out to get the kid and they will stop at nothing to succeed in their mission. Armed only with responsiblity of bringing the child away from her misfortue, Clair struggles to save Angeli and give her a life that is different from her destiny.

Everyday it makes me mad to see those nonsense comments flooding in my blogs. I get around 100 a day, and its really time consuming to delete all of them. Sometimes, I leave the others to be moderated at a later time. These people are wasting their time, and I don’t know what the heck they are doing and why they are wasting their time when I moderate my comments with effort making sure no nonsense stuff goes through. So, please, don’t ever waste your time. You will only get a 0.0000001 probability that I will make a mistake in approving your nonsense comments which are out of this world. Build backlinks the right way, not by fooling around with other people’s blog. Try to make sincere and related comment in each posts of other blogs, and your comments will surely go through. You might just get golf trophies for being the best commenter, even if you don’t play golf. You know, those cute graphics that other blogs would pass around to their friends in the blogosphere?

I’ve made some researches and found out that the greatest competitor of ebay would be auction. I’ve checked on it to see if its better or the same with ebay when it comes to convenience and the affordability of the items for sale. I like the site, it looks neat and easy to navigate however Auction.ph have a collection of more expensive items. I also don’t like the fact that most pictures are photo shopped pictures and not the actual pictures of the item.

One thing you need to remember in buying items online, specially with clothes. Don’t go for items that have very nice photos but are not the actual item. There are items which have pictures of brochures which appear to be very nice and appealing of course. This will only disappoint you. Make sure you buy those items that have real photos on them so you can make the best decision on your purchase. That’s what I aim to do on my own business too. Provide real pictures of the products so buyers can have the correct expectation.

There are a lot of items here which are being sold such as the Solo Slim, which helps women get their desired body weight. There are clothes, gadgets, toys for children, and a lot more. Looks like a promising site to me. I can see most of the clothes are free of shipping charge. Hmmmm, let me check further into this, and see if I will be interested in selling here too.

I have been hooked up with buying items from ebay. After a week of buying and eyeing on certain items and clothings, I finally took the decision to start selling on it too. Not because I want to earn really big, cause I think you will only get few earnings but these earnings I think are sure since there are a lot of people who shop in this site. Ebay.ph will really make anyone an addict, specially for those who have deep fashion for clothing. You can find a lot of affordable items here. I already bought the items that I will be selling. I even had a few of used clothing which are still in good condition. I already got the mannequin I ordered online at the site too. I got it yesterday, and today my agenda is to take photos of all my items. I’m doing this slowly but surely, since I don’t want to get stressed out and lose my passion in it. I have told myself that this will only be for fun, aside from my purpose of earning extra income. This will be a sort of therapy for me from my stressful job. There are a lot of things you can buy here, from fashionable and affordable clothing, home decors and furniture, beauty products, men’s gadgets down to fat burner, caps, stylish underwear. You can almost sell anything here. It’s really cool. Anyone can surely be hooked up and addicted after your first buy or sell. Whichever way. But most sellers actually start out as buyers.

Who knows, I might just make this big someday?

I can’t wait for my day off. It’s gonna be 5 minutes from now, that I will be off from work and the following 2 days will be my much awaited days off. I am looking forward to having a great time at the beach for my honey’s 23rd birthday. We will be there with his friends, people I don’t know but willing to get to know.

I will be tagging along my little bunny baby girl and I am so excited for her as she has never been to the beach and also it has been I guess 2 years since I last went swimming. I also have a lot of things on my list of things I want to do. I’m sure this will be a busy fun week ahead of me and my happy family .

My baby loves to be busy playing toys. She easily gets bored so I always have to find ways to entertain her. I think she has some kind of short attention span to something. But anyways, I am happy that she has a good memory and even if you tell her something once, the next time you would ask, she would know about it so easily that we are often surprised by her intelligence. I never hesitated to switch her milk from the expensive Enfragrow to Nido Jr. I don’t think its the milk thats making her smart. Its the informal training we are giving her, how we are nurturing her, and of course her genes, which are really good. She has the genes from my very very smart grand father, so I am not worried on this. Furthermore, I am focusing on her emotional emotional intelligence as thats the field where I am weak, and I’d like her success to be easy on her. Emotional intelligence or EQ is far more important in determining a person’s success than IQ itself. There are a lot of academically intelligent people who never succeed because of a lack of practicality and knowledge on how to handle themselves, their weaknesses, failures, strong emotions. I’d like to teach my child responsiblity, knowledge in handling money, how to remain strong in the midst of problems, spiritual strength, and other values such as appreciating life itself. There are a lot of things I want to teach her. But what I notice is she learns best when she sees someone else doing it.

When I thought she wasn’t looking, she was. When I thought she wasn’t observing me doing something, she was. I am surprise cause the next time she sees the thing? She already knows how to use it. Then, she would do it and show it to us. She is a very fast learner. When she hears something from others, she would easily get it and would keep repeating it. In fact, she is 1 and a half year old but she seems to be a lot older to me, cause I can tell her almost anything and she would respond appropriately (of course not as big kids do). I can ask her to fetch a thing for me, to clean something, to put something down, almost anything. She understands now, and I am trying to be careful on what I am doing so she will have a good role model.

Oppps, I made this post a lot longer than I intended again. I still need to finish some tasks on weight loss pills review. So, this is it for now.