Archive for August, 2008
I Had To Let It Go
Yes, I had to let it go. You might think it’s something emotional, hehe. Not really. I’m just referring to my badge that shows my traffic rank from alexa. Yes, I have to let it go, cause I’m ashamed to show it to you. Hehe, I think it’s already on 2,000. This is very much understandable because of my lack of time for blogging for the previous month or so. As you can see, the decline from the number of posts from last month to now, is very obvious. I haven’t been visiting and commenting on other blogs as well. I haven’t returned the messages from those who commented on me. How can you expect to have a good stat? Anyway, blogging has actually caused me unnecessary stressed for the last months that I decided to take it slow. I love to write, but I don’t like the stress that comes along with it. Here’s how it is. I work 9 hours a day, from 6 am to 3 pm. I don’t have my own computer at home, so I have to stay if I want to blog. Staying for an hour or two, really makes me tired. Specially that I have to take care of baby when I come back home. So, that’s why I really tried to cut it down as I tried to make my life simpler and less stressful. My job is already stressful and I really don’t want to add more to that. Blogging is supposed to be fun and recreational, not a mundane and boring task. I need to make choices, and my choice is to focus on my life and on what’s really important. That just money and making a living, but learning how to be happy with what I have and with simple things that are free. 
You understand right? Well, i just want to say thank you to all those who still frequent my blog despite the lack of updates. Thank you guys and hopefully someday, I have more time for my blogs. I think that might take a long time, cause my plan to buy a computer will not push through. I want to save money for a small business of ours. *Sigh* That’s life. But still smiling.
