WARNING: POST TOO EMOTIONAL AND FULL OF HATRED. PLEASE DON’T READ IF YOU DON’T KNOW HOW TO EMPATHIZE. THE BLOGGER IS TOO UPSET TO BE MORE UPSET.

I feel so devastated today. I’ve been waiting for the requirements from the house owner, like the electric bill, contract and her ID for me to be able to subscribe to PLDT’s 990 plan for the internet. I waited for days, 3-4 days already. She’s been delaying it really. Then, yesterday I was shocked to receive a text from her saying she won’t allow me to install internet because WE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO PAY THE ELECTRIC BILL! I almost fainted. I was enraged. Why not? I’ve been waiting for this, so long. This is the reason why we bought a computer, to get internet access at home. And now, she won’t allow us. We’ve been staying in the house for a month now. The owner said she won’t trust anyone anymore, because her previous tenants left without paying. They escaped. She doesn’t want to be tricked anymore. I don’t know what to think of her. I was just full of disbelief and anger. But, I have to let my mind work, not my heart or emotion. What does she think of us? We can’t pay her? She knows both of us have jobs. What does she want me to do? Pay an advance payment for a year for the electric for her to stop worrying or doubting if we can payment or not? All I can say, is she SUCKS. I just can’t believe this. Anyway, computers doesn’t really consume much electricity right? And anyway, we are paying the amount of electricity used up, not a fixed payment. So, no matter how much money our electirc bill will reach, that’s NOT HER PROBLEM, but ours. She said, what if you can’t pay, then others have their electricity cut off too because of you! I wanted to tell her, Why? do you think we will allow not to have current here in the house? Huh? we have a baby and ofcourse we want to have electricity all the time. This old woman really has a big problem with her mind. I thought she’s a lawyer. Fake or what? She doesn’t know how to think. Why would she pass on to us the problem she had with her previous renters. It’s really sooooo unfair. She ruined my day, and until morning I was upset. And I don’t think we will ever had a good relation ever again. We will not last long there, I wouldn’t. Once we found a new place, we will evaluate ASAP.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PANGIT……………………………

This is the disadvantage of not owning a house. And I promise, we will have one someday. No one will ever do this again to us. We will have our own house, and you know what? if ever I will have rooms for rent, I’ll make sure to treat my tenants well.
Yes, I am so upset and I am because this issue has something to do with my plans and goals. I plan to focus on blogging more, so I can earn money for my dream business. I am taking it step by step a day, and I just hate it when someone interrupts.